Lowkeylife's Journal, 10 Feb 22

Yesterday was 35 years ago my daddy committed suicide and left me a note saying he had nothing to live for. Geez daddy, talk about effin up your only child, your daddy’s girl. I turned 12 later that years and boy was it rough for years to come. I was angry, resentful and bitter. This is around the time my weight began to balloon out of control.

I now understand why I’ve made so many shitty life choices through the years. I’ve silently battled through depression, anxiety, drinking too much and having unhealthy relationships with both people and food but here
I am. Standing. Taller. Than. Ever 🙏🙏🙏

On my excursion on Tuesday the boyfriend of this young couple kept staring at me until he finally said I reminded him of his aunt. TF 😳 so now I’m compared to old ladies but he said “like my aunt but 20 years younger, she was like you; YOLO. Always doing what she wanted and nobody could stop her. She now lives in England”. I smiled. Be like auntie. I am auntie. 😀

YOLO, single women travel, boss status, restless, always on the move. Auntie. Unapologetic. Yeah. That’s me.

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3030 kcal

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